iXac

I can't sleep

2010-07-29T02:25:00.000+08:00

well I can't sleep so just trying to get this blogger app for iPhone to work with me. it's kinda weird to blog from a phone. bb is going to kill me because I'm not sleeping yet. but I just can't sleep, so many things that are running through my mind right now. Well there's school tml and I don't want to miss it, so I'll be up all night. bb I love you.

Mobile Blogging from here.

iXac's OFF

2010-02-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy. This blog would be down indefinitely. Focusing on my stuffs. iXac's on hiatus.

Hmm....

2010-01-04T08:23:00.000+08:00

In school now.... boring as hell. Maybe going to catch a movie later...

What went wrong?

2009-10-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

Gotten in an argument. I guess it's better to give in than to be right. I'm wrong in Wanting to know what's wrong knowing why are you like that wanting you to know how I felt Giving my own real comments I have always tried my best to know what you want and feel. But you got to tell me, discuss with me. You can't just walk away and leave me with a big question mark. Tell me. Just my 2 cents.. iXac - I was wrong to have cared, at the wrong time.

amazing!

2009-09-14T05:27:00.001+08:00

haha, ling time since I've posted. And I've been rotting at home, and slacking all throughout the holdidays. Really looking forward to genting with the guys, and of course the class chalet. B's coming over later, I feel like I'm awaking up at Aussie times. going to call the harddisk place, and see whether I can get my hard disk fixed. Watching Gordon Ramsay's Kitchen Nightmares, and Hell's Kitchen. Love it when I see him scream at people. Catch you guys.

Dreams.............

2009-09-02T09:10:00.002+08:00

Just woke up. Don't know why couldn't sleep very well, the fan just keeps on blowing at me, and I feel like I woke up in genting. Dreams. Finally. I just had my first dream, in,I don't know how long. It was that very special day, the day I won the shooting champs. What a wondrous day. I woke up smiling. THEN IT HIT ME It was almost 3 years ago, that it happened, and everything seemed to fall apart. Really, there are no words to explain. " Have my dream, become a dream again?" It breaks my heart. It came to mind that, during teacher's day, about 2 days ago, I went back to school for the celebration, and went to the range for a couple of rounds. .....I lost the touch, I just lost it, I don't know why, but it's as if I've never shot my beloved pistol before. All the hours seeking for perfection, all the effort to perfect my technique.

Vanished.

I want that feeling of being a champion again, and I know no matter how much amount of money will NEVER buy that back. I WILL have my return.

SUP!!!!

2009-08-28T14:06:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG, it's THE HOLIDAYS!!! Haha, long time since I've updated, I guessed no one really reads too. Haha, yes, I'm a very lazy person, even to update a blog. haha. Busy playing games, having fun. OMG, it's the HOLIDAYS! Haha. I'm at Alvinn's place, bored like hell, played L4D till around 6am, and it's about 2.oopm now, slept from 9 till now. Haha Eric's up, but Alvinn's still sleeping like a log. Later going to meet up with arlene. ANOTHER PIG. Sleep sleep sleep. Going to Genting around mid of sep. OMG, HURRY THE F UP. iXac.

relativity?

2009-08-17T14:26:00.001+08:00

RELATIVITY????/ WTF!!!!! I was going mad doing the problem today for the last lesson of module for science. Don't know whether I should skip tml for some practical trainings. Or chiong all the way during the holidays. after school gym? I really don't know. iXac - GOD it's finally one day later, finally over.

blogging in school

2009-08-11T14:17:00.001+08:00

I tell you, it's BORING in school. And lucky we have lappys...... Can play games. Talk cock. And spill gossips.... So fun, Driving later, I'm so bored. I think b not following me. iXac - When rp's learning system FAILS..... pros and cons? YOU GET PISSED.

School...

2009-08-05T14:06:00.003+08:00

Haha, did a logo today, really nice. Although the last team to present, still, the logo was really......gorgeous. iXac 5 types of people in Singapore.... the fifth is for permanent residents. LOL.

2nd month, cont

2009-08-04T14:28:00.001+08:00

Still in school. I think teacher is like thinking that I am like typing down notes, while listening to arlene's group. But actually, I am typing this post. Later going back to get money to go out with b to celebrate. I really don't know where to go. confused. I think maybe go for a nice dinner, LOL, but really don't know where to go. OMG... She is presenting right now. And I can't really concentrate, so many things going on. You guys should see my schedule. Hope things clear up soon. So tired, so very tired. iXac

1 couple, 2 months

2009-08-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

BLAH You know what I know. Happy 2 months. To the person infront of me when I'm typing this. BLAH BLAH BLAH VERY IRRITATING

boring = relaxed?

2009-07-27T14:36:00.001+08:00

boring vs. Relaxed last meeting is going to end soon. Really bored. Like math and science, everyone does the same formula, or theory. It's not like it's going to change or not. Sometimes I really think, that it's possible for individual work for everyone. Sometimes I feel it's better, especially when you have shitty teams mates, like the one in the previous post. Don't know what should I do after school. Gym? or chill with b. SHIT Tml is enterprise, hope it would be interesting. Peace. - Boring or relaxed? Wonder it could be interesting and relaxed at the same time. OMG. SAVE ME. Warus got her voice back!

really smooth

2009-07-24T13:20:00.003+08:00

..... end of the 2nd study period... We finished the ppt event before it started la. Really smooth day. Got 2 hours for lunch la. and I still have 10 mins to spare doing this blog. Before this still can play FB..... what's with the twitter crap ar? Haha. Later? maybe movie?? but, I think not possible, short of money these days. Cannot smoke too much. peace.

omg, I look like a girl,

iXac - smiles.

sometimes it's just futile

2009-07-23T10:21:00.003+08:00

OMG, faci just said something like factors of appearance of people, ' because they have a shit face' Hey guys, long time since I have updated. The last few weeks was very busy with test, and school work. Talking about school work, one of my team mates didn't come to school for it, it was a1 week project, and that particular team mate didn't not only no contribute in the planing of the project, the only thing I assigned to that person, also screwed it up. Emoing all the time, when it's time to listen to other teams', just watches the shows, and blogging. I just feel that how can a person be influenced by personal issues in work? and even worst, use it as an excuse for all the problems that is caused. I think that this such people should just grow up, instead of just sticking onto their personal issues for the sake of the team, of our grades. People like this are just being selfish, and childish. The only thing I expect is particication. Update later...when I'm free.

2009-06-08T04:28:00.001+08:00

You are everything

That I wanted

Busy day later, still not sleeping. OMG. I DIE iXac

We are meant to be

supposed to be

when love is just a classmate away

2009-06-06T05:16:00.003+08:00

I know I want to be when you. iXac - and I am....

BORING MATH

2009-05-25T08:58:00.001+08:00

I'm in school. ROTTING UPDATE - Still in school, just finished the presentation, thanks to Shi min. OMG, we didn't know the equation. Then I think a friend gave them to us. But still, I hate this faci. Can't use com, during presentation???? WTF... Just only ' the cat is the crossing the road is the cat stevens ' WTF WTF WTF. Crazy class, I LIKE Update when I finished with school. BLARDY FACI.

Bored in school!!!!

2009-05-19T10:29:00.007+08:00

Haha, this is some of the rare times which you would see me update my blog in school. But I'm just freaking bored...... and the class just changed team members, and I hit right on the jackpot with the most impossible person on the class. Doesn't do her work, doesn't communicate well with anyone, which asked to present something, she says crap. And worst, she is.........OMG, just, 'SPEACHLESS' Enterprise skills today, about motivation, I didn't know that there were so many theories regarding almost anything in the world. You can even grade the amount of motivation you have to yourself and to your team. OMG..... but enough of school work, this is suppose to be a time to relax for me. I think the chairs in the classtoom is suppose to be uncomfortable for almost five weeks, this chair has been causing shoulder and back aches....I guess they are designed so that you wouldn't sleep. But also at the same time, didn't take into consideration that PEOPLE ARE USING THE COM 90% of the time. FUCK IT Okay class starting.... update....some time later. UPDATE OMG....5 mins ago, I did the most impossible slide..... it's like you didn't research it, and presenting my other team mate's slides. And this specific team mate is the one mentioned in the first update. I believe that it is good, but the thing is...... SO WHO THE FUCK DOES SUCH SHITTY WORK! and I have to take it as my own????? ASS WIPE, CUNT. I wish tml we're not in the same team. Imagine she's fuck ugly, like worst than a cow, she doesn't do work, she sleeps in class, does not listen to you. RAHHHHHHHHHH I almost went MAD presenting. Imagine reading the whole resource in 1 min...... TRYING to get the main idea and presenting in your own works. THIS IS THE MOST IMPOSSIBLE PERSON TO WORK WITH. FUCKING MORON I like...... hot, wet, tight, clean, HUNGRY!!!!! =) Update again later.

Live long and proseper

2009-05-17T02:33:00.003+08:00

Just got back from the movies, the new Star Trek. Not actually what I expected, I watch star trek from like really young, it's catered more towards the general public, and not the really FANS. Rating it around 8/10 for overall, nice special effects, more realistic touch compared to the previous Star Trek tv shows and films, lame story. The story gets confusing for a person which is a trekkie ( fan), when the future person comes to meet the old, and the planet gets destroyed. I didn't really know what was the purpose for that. Still, it was 'enertaining', but still not a film which will enable you to watch it over and over again. LOL, Angel called me, her phone was lost, AGAIN! Don't feel bad. =) The Vulcan hand side, great for causing pain to the...... family jewels... iXac - Anger, hate, or hope?

BOXERS ROCK!

2009-05-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

Some pictures taken in class. I LOVE BOXERS. iXac - tell me something....

Life.....

2009-05-08T19:01:00.001+08:00

Although school's boring, I still love getting high in class! BOXERS ROCKS! iXac - When I feel down and out, and there's no one else around, There you are by my side. always waiting, waiting Come take my hand and let's ride, 'till the morning meets The night, I'll be patiently waiting - Happy Birthday silly panda

Update

2009-04-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

School's starting!!! Got most of the things prepared already. Excited how poly life is like. Curious. I want to bite that panda, RAHH!!! Bully me all the time. xp Actually theres like alot of things going on, and I just don't know where to start. Omg. Everyday is like, first to ask me come out, then i'll be out already. Got to change. I think I'll do just fine. =) Wonderful friends and family. Everything is what I can ask for. Happy. iXac - There is one thing.....

Genting Photos

2009-04-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

Edited the photos for Genting already. Some of the nicer ones iXac - Life is not measured by the amounts of breaths you take, but the moments which take your breath away.

Genting + Update

2009-04-06T04:16:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Genting! Haha did the same old things there plus more.... Hmm, really tired. Update with pictures soon, when I get them. The shooting club got most of the medals, and a National placing for rifles, proud, never thought would be this day. Couldn't be there for them, but I think it's best I'm not there, feels weird. Looking forward to my own, breakthroughs. iXac - The more I think of you, The more I miss you.

Sometimes I miss alot of things

2009-03-29T15:22:00.003+08:00

GAWD I miss school, YES, SCHOOL, I've just got NOTHING to do at home. So bored. I miss school, miss shooting, miss so many friends. ARGH!!! Don't want to go back to school just for training, I know that i'll just end up slacking, which I hate already. =(. It's so weird also, going back to school, for what! Got to start shooting soon, but saving up money for the gun is no easy job. DAMMIT! So confused, sad and bored. =( I should be doing something, like winning, just like I've always been. I miss winning medals. iXac - PANDA!!!!!

when you have everything, and nothing

2009-03-20T06:32:00.003+08:00

Just woke up, slept very early and long....more than 12 hours. I don't know why, of maybe I know. I should be happy, I've got everything I want, or most of it. I'm going to start poly soon. Guess I just needs something, but I don't know what is it. confused sometimes, really don't know what to do. Feel like I need to see a shrink. ARGH!!! Disappointed today. alot of people are worried about her. And I feel helpless that I didn't do enough. iXac - I just feel like giving up all the time, but giving up is not me.

BORING

2009-03-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

Actually was suppose to go KH cycles in the lunch time, guess I overslept, went cycling the night before. =( Went to causeway instead, YS wanted to fix his N95... =) Met cl, just for a while, send her back home. Talked. BORED!!!! Maybe going out to meet wei jie again later, gay. iXac - Be mine?

cannot sleep. again

2009-03-09T03:17:00.002+08:00

Just watched finished a movie, Underworld: Rise of the lycans. Not bad, but it's Gothic, and dark. Not very good for those which have bright rooms. xp Slacked with wei jie, around 11 at kim san leng, couldn't eat anything, didn't really have the mood for alot of things these days. We saw a traffic accident happen at the nearby junction, the one between pending and bukit panjang road. I think it was like a Malaysian car hitting a taxi when he wanted to overtake it, and steered to early to the left. The engine block was like crumpled, resembling paper being crushed. And the worst part is they had a baby in the car, none was hurt, I think. But the taxi driver went with a broken wrist =X . I think this gives testimony that death may come to us any time. scares the living crap out of me. These days, really don't have the mood to do anything, it's like I'm rotting, and I've got nothing to do. I really want to start shooting and I know I'm going to be good in it. And in our world, it all boils down to money, I really don't have the money to get myself a gun, and the only way is to get my gun. I wished so hard, if I could find a sponsor. I don't come from a rich family, and these kinds of things are just unfair sometimes. Tml going with dad to woodlands? I think. Grandma's starting her dialysis, its hurts so much to see her in pain and like telling myself that this pain is saving her life. Life is filled with so much illusions. I wish I could do something. Money? Work. But I don't have the time, so many things need money, shooting, school, laptops, cigs, medical fees. I wish so much, for everything and I don't know what to do. I wish someone would tell me the answer. Really confused with life and purpose. iXac - For god only knows these answers.

bored, just bored

2009-03-08T16:53:00.004+08:00

Just woke up, really tired. Haha No one wants to go with me to town!!! =( iXac - you mean every little thing to me, and I miss you more every time I think about you.

Can't sleep....

2009-03-02T03:16:00.003+08:00

OMG it's like 3 already, and I'm still awake, I CAN'T SLEEP!!!! Visited grandma at the hospital, she looks much better, but gotta like start dialysis already =( It hurts alot, and I can't do anything....She is the only grandparent which is, you know, still... only one. Celebrated Siah's birthday in advance, haha, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!, lol, ate like ALOT at Newton, it was raining like FUCK! Nothing to do, headed to town to watch marlyn and me, really nice show. Bused back home. I wore like shorts and a old tee with flip flops to town laaa, haha, excuse? I live nearby only!!!! Joking.... Chatting with herrizal, no mic!!!!! ARGH Nothing to do tml. Guess i'll just do anything that first comes up. iXac - that smile :D

NTU Shoot 09

2009-02-25T22:04:00.004+08:00

Day 1

Pictures courtesy of Zul, and camera by Mr Poon Enuff said. =)

2009-02-17T15:05:00.003+08:00

Just got back from sending grandma to the hospital for a checkup At dad's place blogging, and his keyboard SUCKS, it's those really mini ones, i'm typing really slow, let me show you if I were to type fast without correcting at ad's place bkiggubg abndthis jey boaradureakky sucks kuje fycj see what I mean! Update later, I'm so bored right now iXac - You make me feel like a complete work of art, when i'm just falling apart

2009-02-16T03:50:00.000+08:00

she means every little thing to me iXac

V day, or not

2009-02-14T15:14:00.003+08:00

well, v day's plan didn't go as i expected. =(. I'm blogging at siah's place now, haha, siah just got his kick ass system too. Haha. Update later then. Going to safra tml, some people still don't know how to get to safra la. XP iXac - Breaks my heart, I'll be everything that you want me to except for perfect

mt austin

2009-02-09T02:05:00.002+08:00

i went, i raced, i crashed. and in a fuck load of pain Update! Photos of our hotel room, which was amazingly big thanks to dad! Yong Shan, haha, speed burm, 6th place Me in a fuck load of pain, haha Road gap, yong shan Though didn't finish, haha, great time at the race, met alot of nice people, haha. I'm hyped for the next race, after I recover, all I can think about is racing again. Peace

GAWD

2009-02-04T10:31:00.002+08:00

Just got back from riding at Bukit Timah, ALONE, why? Well, I've just got nothing to do and the jb race is just this weekend. So some sort of 'training' haha. Tiring, got the hang of corners at high speed already, haha, but the condition was dry, so maybe thats why it's different. Got this nice rider, got lost in some places, went all the way to the old rifle range road la, dammed, wanted to actually see this new road I saw, then ended up there. Haha. Overall, still fail, some parts I still needed to push the bike up the bloody hill. Bombed siah, yes he's back, I'm suppose to go to gangsa with him later in the afternoon, but I've got to go to school for the training, haha. =) So many things coming my way, got to organise my time really well again, haha x). Driving, school, cycling, shooting, WAHHHH!!!! Peace iXac - god should add more time in the night.....to sleep la xp

Update

2009-02-01T02:22:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 5 pm, actually was suppose to get up at 8, to meet Alvinn for a trip to Causeway point to get his dumbbells, ended up meeting him and ye at 6, haha, they were.... okay about it. Haha Went to Alvinn's place after causeway, to play card with Jolene's friends and of course our Mr Lau Lan, haha. Lost 20, but not all, got some money back. Haha Now here bloggin, part of it because I just couldn't sleep. xp GAWD, I left my Ic and refil for my organiser in west spring, haha, everytime I go back, always leave it there, forget to sign out the visitor pass.... Still feeling that i'm part of it. Time files, and I'm 18, left west spring and also going to poly already. haha. Life's great, smooth, my favourite. Haha. I miss shooting so much... Going to penang with dad I think, playing water skis haha =) iXac - Life is wonderful!

Update

2009-01-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

well, didn't have much time to update. chinese new year was so close to my birthday. BUSY BUSY!! Day before chinese new year Went to have the reunion dinner at granny's, then after that met up with Yong Shan, together with dad, sister, uncle, aunty, and my cousin. Went to jb to play with fireworks, DAMM loud and pretty. Haha =) First Day First day went to houses to visit relatives, can't imagine the number of relatives I have, and of course got alot of red packets, and LOADED. Really didn't spend much of it, but planning to do so, so many things I can get. Haha Second Day Was actually suppose to go to granny's place again, but overslept, so went over to alvinn's place, =), played cards, and ate mac there, till around 1-2am? I think. went back home with ye. =) Today Woke up around 4? I think was actually planning to go to the bank to do the card thing, was lazy, so many things I need to do. Caught up with Alvinn and Yuan Liang, had supper at Fajar with Yuan Liang, because Alvinn needed to go meet Pei Pei at plaza, haha. While eating, found out that we're so fast 18 already, can consider old, or young, but I feel like it's the end of my childhood, and I had a GREAT run at it. Mostly ups. Met ye after supper at the 'square', played winning eleven on yl's psp, fun game, but the controls are a thing to get used to. Came back home, saw ziq's tag, so just decided to update Since I've got so many things to do, I'll just post it on the sidebar, the things that I have done, and things that I need to do. =) Cheers Just waiting for the JAE admission results. Haha iXac - Everything is going smoothly with money! =)

Happy Birthday.............

2009-01-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

................To me Nothing special this year although it's my 18th birthday, just want to relax. Thanks for all the people which said happy birthday! It's only around 2 more hours! haha =) So fast, and happy that I'm 18!!! LOL iXac - You're unlike any other.....

Cannot sleep...

2009-01-08T04:28:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, cannot sleep again, guess i'll blog then, haha =)

Jan 08, Wednesday

Woke up around 2, went with dad to Sheng Shiong to get like drinks for CNY, got like 7 cartons of drinks, thats 24x7 cans la, =) haha, drink till I die ar. Haha Went with Ye to town to get his Twilight book, haha, no it's not for him, so weird la, he reading novels, it's for someone special. Haha, I still don't know what's so good about that book la, I heard like the movie's good, but the book??? LOL, I don't see like people watching Spider-Man movies and buying the whole comicbook series of Spider-Man la. Not a big reader, but I still do read! Haha. Went to have dinner with him at PepperLunch, GAY LA xp Met up with Alvinn, Siah and the Chinaman, xp, haha. Slacked with them for awhile, then ye went back home with me for some scotch, haha =) Actually wanted to like sleep around 2am, but we slacked at the nearby fitness corner, till around 4 la, walked him to the T junction for 3 sticks =) Good bargin you know! Haha In the end didn't get the book, no stock, haha, guess I'm going with him again to taka to get the book, gay sia. =)

NOW

Thinking about the release of O levels results, I know whatever the results are, I've done my best, and what I get is what I get, my parents will still love me the same, it's my future and I'll lead it to wherever I can and want to go, whether it be ITE of poly, I will strive my best, of course I want to go to poly la, haha =) wish me luck on the 12th, which is only 3 days before my birthday. Frankly, I'm really scared... But I pray to god everytime I think about it to give me the will to move on, and do my best in life. I still can't sleep, guess I'll go play COD on some jap server. =) I miss shooting, I miss school, I miss so many people. Sec school life, was the best times I could have, and I'm sure to miss it =) I've achieved so many things during this time, and i'm glad that I've survived this far haha. Talking about shooting, I might pay the club a visit soon, maybe on CCA day?? haha inspection, I think i'm like donating my old shooting specs to the club, haha =) Take care, update again, when I'm bored. iXac - Whether results show bad or good, I'm moving on, and not dwelling in the past. I'm prepared for the worst already. Give me strength.

update

2009-01-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

worked at mum's place today, haha, the children DAMM noisy, till I got an headache la, can you imagine! It's like 5 hours of pure kiddy CHAOS. ARGH. Went for dinner at the near by coffee shop with mum, ate curry fish head, then it's went the panadol I ate kicked in, and felt drowsy. Went to meet the usual guys at Vince's place, went to greenridge for some desert, and slacked at the opp shelter. Well, much of my holidays have been like this, SLACKING, haha, really looking forward to the results, want to be over and done with it. =) Tml? Well, siah wants to go into gangsa for some offroad fun, I hope it does not rain. Haha. Later going for some supper with dad, most likely going to newton again, guess I'll update later then. =) I need to get my portfolio ready!, OMG, I need to sell myself to the poly. Haha =) iXac - Push the limits, I don't want to be SCARED. F'ked.

I can't sleep

2009-01-05T04:17:00.003+08:00

God, I want to sleep but I just can't sleep, I even resorted to dissembling my razer copperhead to fix it, but in the end, I just e-mailed razer to claim my warranty, haha. Went into gangsa hill, haha, was okay la, got a few crazy old men riding xc trying to jump, one of them CRAZY one. Haha, went back home then out again for dinner at IMM with DHeads! LOL, don't want to say ' the same old group' again. =) Came back to fajar to slack with mann, then Alvinn came along, haha, slacked till 12-1am? Hitched a cab with siah and vinn back home. haha So here I am, can't sleep, and I got to work at mum's place at around 2, haha, hate working, so bored. Teaching all the primary school students, haha, okay la, some of them damm cute la. Something these days really bugging me, WHEN ARE THE O LEVEL RESULTS GONNA BE OUT! GOD! If someone REALLY knows the answer to that, PLEASE please tell me, because I'm going mad with the same answers ' I THINK its......blah blah blah' Haha Well, guess I'm going to try to sleep, or else I wouldn't make it for work on time, and mum is going to kill me. Just 10 more days to 18 =), I don't know how I'm going to celebrate it, but I know that going to 7-11 to buy cigs and alcohol on the strike of midnight is part of it. Cheers, take care guys! iXac - I'm dammed worried about the results, but whatever it is, I have to move forward and live with it.

Gym + Swim

2009-01-03T18:37:00.003+08:00

Slept over at siah's place last night, woke up around 11? haha, I think, lost track of time, haha. Went to the nearby cck stadium for the gym, and a swim, just got back from there, cycled back, haha. =) Going to meet both the wei jie's and ys, for some pork ribs, at Cafe Cartel at BP plaza, haha, MY RIBS!!!! =) Got darker I guess, haha, active for the last few weeks, can say very bored too. Most likely slacking later, haha, with whiskies, haha =) Update later then, haha =) iXac - I wish, I just wish.

UPDATE

Just got back from dinner at Cafe Cartel, and slacking at dad's place, haha, was fun, talked about alot of things, but as the night grew older, well our sleepy eyes came crashing down, and forced us to call it a night, going into BT tml, haha, I doubt I can make it, but I must try my best, and train for the the feb competition in KL, haha, hopefully would be my first downhill competition, and I can say, I'm very SCARED xp Aim for the skies, I would say, and I'll strive to be the best in everything I'm interested in. =) Got to turn in for the night, got to wake up bright and early tml morning. Cheers! iXac - Only oneself, controls his destiny

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T04:22:00.003+08:00

Just got back from the countdown, haha, freakinglyish tired, and my back hurts, guess from the lack of sleep, haha, was VERY VERY pain as if needles were in my spine...argh. Fireworks were great, could hear the booms from every display, but was shorter than last year, guess the Government's cutting cost on booming the nation's funds into vapour. Haha F load of people, didn't get into any trouble, and I just really didn't care because I was in a hell alot of pain. Walked from Marina to suntec convention then to boat quay to get a cab, waited almost an hour for the cab, Alvinn and the rest seem to be still in town, sorry guys, left you there. =( Guess I'm going to sleep already, my back is really killing me. Maybe i'll ask someone out later, if I could. Haha Again, Happy New Year! Noticed as I got older, the more boring new years become. Haha, 15 more days to my 18th Birthday! =) iXac - Don't push me aside

ARGH! F'ked

2008-12-31T11:30:00.003+08:00

Just got back from work, bloody tired, but not sleepy, so just blog before I go to shower. Work was fine, I would say, boring at most of the times, very harsh on the body and mind, difficult to stay focused when you cycle to work, went to pasir panjang, and was already 12 hours awake. Which is F'ked up. But guess everyone needs to get f'ked sometimes. New year's eve, plans are just countdown at marina with the same old group, let them say me all, all f'ked today also, especially that asshole. This is for you =P Cooking some lunch in the kitchen, haha. Guess i'll just start the new year with screaming out, FUCK YOU, instead of Happy New Year. Again, this is your friendly A hole iXac - Guess everyone needs to wait for things that are close.

Haha, post before the eve of new year.

2008-12-30T18:03:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, guess you should have seen it, the new blogskin! Haha =) WHITE, and computer screens don't get dirty. haha Just woke up, went to work at the wet market again, started at around 3, till around 9, haha. Smsed for awhile at home, then fell asleep because waited for reply. haha xp Going with ye to pasir panjang later to see something, haha, not sure I will join, I just have too many things ti juggle at the same time already. Not sure what's my day like on New Year's eve, haha, I know I'm cycling to town on new year's day, but it's just sos boring la, town all the time, sleep so late, GOD, I really need to set my biological clock right....argh. I would like to spend sometime with good friends, and most likely will do just that. =) Goals for 2009 1. Start shooting training 2. Practice drops 3. Study hard 4. Get into the National team, target is 570 5. Don't bomb people all the time 6. Smoke lesser More to be added. haha =) iXac - Я хочу полюбить вас

New skin

2008-12-29T16:11:00.001+08:00

Guess I've got to update the skin, to something more simpler, and easy on the eyes. Lazy to make complicated skins already. Haha, white! rather than black is nicer. haha Going off to cycling already, but still got to wait for mum to come back to open the door for me, left my keys at dad's place yesterday. Some improvements will be made later this evening. =) iXac - waiting.

Cycled to town, AGAIN

2008-12-06T08:21:00.000+08:00

Haha, JUST got back from town, and breakfast, and I've still got the energy and mood to wash my bike, I think i'll be pushing it downstairs, I don't want to wash in my house, or near it, later the dreaded nagging with start. Haha Well, got TONS of stories from the trip to town, haha, generally listed down. 1. Ann ( new rider) joined us for the ride 2. Played the skate park in town, just kept doing the N (nub) drop 3. Played the long flight of stairs down from marina haha =) 4. Got caught by police officers for riding in Clark Quay haha xp 5. Got a scratch on my lower left leg of my Marz 888 =(, I'm sad.. 6. Didn't have cramps when we chiong from orchard to the Courts at Bukit Timah =) 7. I'm HAPPY! Haha, really fun today,different from the other rides to town, more jumping, although not as much as YS, but satisfied with myself. YEAH =) Going to take all the things needed for the bike wash downstairs, or I just might doze off =( Theres this dinner, invited by the Aunty at the bike shop, will be going, since i've got nothing better to do. haha iXac - God I want to go to GENTING NOW!!!! ARGH. Overseas sms is so god dammed expensive. =(

Soon

2008-12-04T06:56:00.001+08:00

1 month 11 days to 18 Time really flies. So old already Might be going into Bukit Timah Reserve for a ride =) This pic darn funny la...haha iXac - A new start.

2008-11-30T03:31:00.000+08:00

I loved you but it's over. iXac - 1 year 12 days

New Bike parts

2008-11-27T04:43:00.002+08:00

Got some new bike parts, a new stem and handlebar. Love it, didn't regret buying it. The weight of both of them is light that my older stem, haha LOVE IT. The PointOne Split-Second Stem and The Black Dirty-Thirty Deity Handlebar Tml going down to the comfort place to get my damm phone back, might be going to see the doctor, about my ribs, it's been hurting for more than a month already. I hope I could get my Chris King headset tml from tay, but see daddy want to sponsor me also =). DADDY I NEED GUARDS! iXac - Competitive DH and Shooting? Hmm..

PROM

2008-11-19T05:10:00.000+08:00

For pictures taken by me, please go HERE, Thanks! Prom was great, took tons of photographs! Haha, went drinking after that, slept at siah's place, haha, till 6PM la. Haha, really okay la, wasn't great, but it was sure fun! Just got back from slacking, damm bored during the holidays, going to tay later to get my tube, and wei jie's clips for his brake hose. Take care, iXac - Best moments, are always remembered.

quick one.

2008-11-12T04:37:00.001+08:00

Just got back from slacking at siah's place, haha,went back to Zhenghua, slacking with YS, haha, talked about cycling stuff, really got nothing to do la, bored like fuck. And tml is my CLB papers, I don't want to go la, I can go into Gangsa Hill tml, and I got my bloody chinese paper, which I cannot use for my o levels, I hate it, I hate studying for chinese, and I totally suck at it. Went to shooting for awhile after the science MCQ paper in the morning, well, everyone seemed to be shocked to see me there, got a few new faces around, which don't know me, haha. I guess I'll have to get used to it la. No more the national champion that everyone remembers, and it was so long ago already, I was National Champion 2006, which is more than 2 years ago already, slacken alot, or the competition just grew. Miss the people in the club, really changed alot, haha, still very noisy though. Bloody BORED!!!! iXac - My back hurts like FUCKKKKKK!!!!

BORED!

2008-11-06T04:00:00.000+08:00

Why, I really got nothing to do again. Tml also REALLY got nothing to do, maybe calling sportsbilt see whether they got my guards already, I want to get hardcore as soon as I got my guards for cycling. BORED like F Woke up around 4? not really sure, but it was late afternoon. Went to meet YS at ten mile, with the rest of the guys to go see some bike shops, long ride to jurong then clementi, F'ing long ride. Had dinner at siah's place, left around 11? Slack at home till now, can't sleep, really got nothing to do. Tml maybe going out with that pig, si bei gao chi. EAT EAT EAT, everything nothing sure only EAT! Now you know why I call her pig already. Tml going to lot 1 for some japanese noodles, BORING! xP Thought like alot for shooting, really didn't train for like F long. Want to go back to WSSS, but it's like F load of people, don't think I'm like 'priority' already, feels so different when you're not long part of something you're part of for so long. I heard like some of the school members are going to join the NYT, well, theres nothing I can do, LOL, but it's a good expirence. Not really sure who is going to the AUS trip I heard, being orgainising by the NYT, do miss the guys there. Not even sure whether I'm still part of it, so old already. I'll need to get a new gun by the start of next year to boost me up to the national level again, I really can't do it with rental guns. Well, it counts on my O levels results, which, I am still worried, but theres no use worrying already because, all the major papers are over!. Haha This is the end of the post, maybe I'll TRY to sleep. Take care, god bless. iXac - Damm, I sure miss the NYT. Not the person, the group XP

Updates

2008-11-04T02:31:00.000+08:00

Well, got nothing better to do. About 12 hours to the last major paper of the O levels, haha, slack la, but still important for me. Really hoping hard, I'll get some good grades. Worried, the same feeling when I was doing my N levels, so kinda used to it already, it's either you make it or not, and there's nothing I can do now to change any of my grades, just pray for the best. I believed that I did my best, and gave my best shot at the exams, I have no regrets, because there's no use doing anything. Looking forward! I plan to enjoy a really long holiday, although I'm already on holiday mood for like almost a week already. Genting, Downhill Cycling, check out the shooting club here and there, relax at home. Lots of things I want to do. Well, tml's the Food and Nutrition paper, and I can say I did not study much for it, planning to like study now, rest, wake up study again. Prom? Well, haven't got a date, guess I'll be going there alone, haha. Wearing what? Well, my sister introduced some ideas, guess I'll go with it, don't want to wear something idiotic to prom. There's a grooming course in the morning on the day of the prom, FOR WHAT? LOL, if you bought your prom outfit days before, theres no use of going to the course, because there's a high possibility that you wouldn't change your outfit, dumbasses. After prom? Well, drink, slack, nothing crazy, just a most likely last meeting with sec school friends until the day of the results. Hoegaarden, some shots, and a stick to end the day. =) P.S Take care all, god bless. iXac - Counting down to the days where I can walk out of school with a stick in my hand and a big smile on my face. =) Anyways, I turn 18 around the same time. Cheers.

GOT MY BIKE!!

2008-10-25T06:16:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOO!!! GOT my STAB DELUXE!!!! HAha LOVE IT, RIDE IT Post later, just got back from orchard. Cycling. Thanks Dad!. =) iXac - WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Updates

2008-10-11T07:10:00.000+08:00

Well, it's been a some time since I've updated this blog. Got back from cycling around 5-6am, Haha, well not sleeping yet because I'm going back to school to unpack my locker from all the books, so I can study at home. Haha. Think I'm going to cycle to school to get my freaking books, cause its like bloody full and going to weigh a ton if I'm going to slug it on to my bag. haha, hope it does not spontaneously spilt open, like my damm board pants!!! spilt them while trying to squat down to sit.... bloody joke, cycled to town with a large spilt in my pants. Anyways, went to 163 after we spilt to go home. Get something to eat, of of course vitamin N. Haha. Not going to sleep I think, most likely at home, contiuning my studying. Well, for my studying, taking it slow and steady, want to master all the topics and pass through without rushing everything through in the last minute, haha, unlike last year where I was almost going to the pub 3 times a week 2-3 weeks before the exams, not going to school. Made my parents really worried and friends too. Well, this time it's our time to shine, no more mock tests, no more showing off to people whether you are good in your studies or not, no more studying with people, no more asking people how well they did in they exams, no more squabling over useless results, and no more fucking around for me. Studying, slow and strong. Herrizal, we can do it. In the end, it's you that matters, not friends, not nothing, this is my one shot to my bright future. The day I walk out of West Spring, I wish to be smiling, and laughing to myself, while lighting up a stick of vitamin N... Well tonight's BBQ at siah's place. haha. iXac - yo FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! OKAYyyyyyyy.

Random weekend post

2008-10-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

well, just woke up. Damm tired, caught a cold while sleeping last night. Still sneezing, I feel as if my nose is gonna fly out with every blow la. Going to study today, at home, I can't study outside, work on my F&N, Math and Physics. Take care people, find me on Msn or my phone! iXac - Cheeky Fellow.

Crysis Review

2008-09-28T16:21:00.001+08:00

Hello guys, just finished playing Crysis. Game of the Year, won plenty of awards. One of the best games I've ever played, better physics, better textures, effects. Everything. Would Recommend you to buy it as soon as possible. Below are some of my own in-game screenshots, followed by some promotional wallpapers. WARNING: This game puts alot of stress on the computer, if you wish to play this game, I would suggest that you have the recommend specs for this game, which are System Requirements Minimum Operating System : Windows XP CPU: 2.8 GHz or faster for XP, 3.2 GHz or faster for Vista\ RAM: 1 GB RAM for XP, 1.5 GB RAM for Vista Hard disk: 12GB of free space Graphics Hardware: 256 MB video memory, Nvdia GeForce 6800 GT/ATI Radeon 9800 Pro (Radeon X800 Pro for Vista) or greater Sound Hardware: DirectX 9.0c compliant card (DirectX 10.1 compliant if applicable) Recommend Operating System: Windows Vista CPU: Intel Core 2 Duo @ 2.2 GHz or AMD Athlon 64 X2 4400++ RAM: 2 GB RAM Hard disk: 12GB of free space Graphics Hardware: NVIDIA GeForce 8800 GTS 640MB or ATI 2900XT 512MB Sound Hardware: DirectX 9.0c compliant card (DirectX 10.1 compliant if applicable) In-Game Screenshots Above is the captain of the team, Prophet's the name. This is Psycho, basically your wingman in the game. English accent Before the jump, notice the pixels. The details. Giving you an idea how the heads up display is like. And also showing you the lighting and shader details. Ya, you can customise your gun, ANY gun, on the move, and just with a few clicks. The standard issue gun looks alot like the G36, mixed with a XM8. Again testing the lighting, in this picture, you would notice that the light is just like real light, where it bends over, but dimmer. Water detail, notice the foam on the surface, just in real life. Dead body, ragdoll engine. The rest of the story is for you to find out!. Haha Difficulty settings, when starting a new game. Advanced graphic settings. This is the only game that I've playing using the new DX10 Engine, which is the improvement of directx 9 from windows XP. Yeah, I Can run on HIGH. Basic graphic settings. this even allows you to control the contrast and glare in the game. Finally the start up screen when you start the game! Wallpapers, for fun! and wannabes. Overall, I would place this game for 9.0/10.0. The story was very short, and it's very fast, like after the first mission, you don't go back to the base to refit or rearm, like stock up on bullets. The shooting was also kinda difficult, or too real, with all the firing and explosions, it's very difficult to see the enemy. Talking about the enemy, they seem to be swarming everywhere when you attack, and when you like scout the area at first, all you see are the ones on the watch- towers. Still I would recommend this game to all of you, this game is ranked at number 2 of my top games of 2008. And best Graphics and Physics Game, so far. Looking forward to getting my hands on the 2008 Crysis Warhead, it's out now, but I recommend getting this first, to know the story. Again, this is iXac. going out for dinner! Take Care, and god bless. iXac - For computers, get the best hardware.

Last words

2008-09-21T07:24:00.000+08:00

This would be my final post as being officially part of the shooting club, as of this post, I am stepping down from the position of mentor captain. Well, I have been missing shooting alot, thinking alot of the things that I have done while I was in the club, I never regretted doing anything in the club, it has bought me such joy and colour into my life. I have decided to step down and these are my last words as your captain. Members, I missed you all, I missed the times we've shared together, both in joy and in hardship. The times we laughed together, and the times we helped each other in the times of need. I miss the funny little things that we do to have fun. I miss the club. As the last post as your captain, I would like to say, I am proud that I have known all of you. When I first knew any of you, you were all strangers to each other, but in such short times you have not only gained my friendship but also you've become the people that I have trusted. I belive that me stepping down is not because of my O levels, I am stepping down because I can see that the club is already in good hands, I have trained and groomed so many of you, into the person you are, and I proud of you, you have brought the club into heights I could never achieved. I see that there is still room to improve, learn from my mistakes, pick up where I left off. Achieve the impossible. My fellow seniors, my brothers, my friends. I am glad and proud to have been in the team to countless competitions, I am proud to lead a team of such distinction, and honour into competition all these years. I think its time for us to continue to on with life, whether it includes shooting or not. My bros, Zul, Haaziq, Bonfurt, Sebastain. You will never be forgetten, you are the proud people that were with me throughout the years, we've went through the thin and thick, I am honoured. You've given me the hope, and chance to excel in something I love so much. I have no words to define our level of brotherhood. Zul, you and been my source of guidance, and help in my duties as captain, I thank you for all the times that I have seeked help and knowledge from you, without you I am not the person I am today. I thank all the teachers, Ms Ong, Mr Tanaball (ex), Mr Tan (ex), Mr Linus Kan (ex), Ms Tham, Mr Phoon, and Ms Azila. For the knowledge that you have given me, chances for me to lead this wonder organisation. Mr Tanaball, you have given me hope in the darkest times, you make the man I am today. Mr Rahim, you are like a father to me, cared for me, looked after me, and trained me to be once the best pistol shooter in all of the schools in Singapore, I will continue to strive to be the best once again. You and Mr Tanaball have given me so many chances, and I yet to repay you. Members, work hard, train hard, I will still be there when you need help. I miss you all, and hope to see you soon, good luck for all of us for our exams that are coming right ahead. Although I have much to say to you. I hereby step down from my duties as mentor captain. It's time for others to shine, and even brighter. For the last time iXac Captain (2005-2008), Mentor Captain (2008) West Spring Shooting Club - Here ends the last of our time.

Dad's New Computer

2008-09-15T18:32:00.001+08:00

Daddy just bought a new computer!!!. Haha, around the same as mine, but the screen is much much larger than mine. Haha, 22 inches........ bloody big la. Got a chance to take 2 pictures.

My New Wallet!!!

2008-09-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

Finally got my new Braun Buffel wallet!!! Haha, got if from Tangs on Thursday. So happy, didn't have time to update because I'm still sick. Pictures. the wallet is simple, but leather and I love the brand. Aight to finish up my coursework, the small small stuffs. You guys take care.! Regards, iXac Blogmaster - I love German stuffs!!!!

Weekend update

2008-08-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

Friday Cycled to town in the night around 12, haha, came to my house to wake me up, so scary, stand beside me and ask me to wake up, in my own room. LOL. Well, cycled to The Singapore flyer, then to the Esplanade, then went lost? Haha, rode like around Chinatown for an hour, asked like 3 people where to get back to Orchard road, haha. Finally found it when we asked a police officer. Slept at siah's place. COMA! Saturday Woke up like around 2, called the guy who stole my bike, because he's going to give me half of the money for repairs on my bike. Met him around 4.10 at pending, haha, he looked sad..Too bad. Went home, changed and went to meet Yanting, Wei Jie, and Mich. Continued to siah's place for the bbq with 'everyone' the whole gang was Myself, Yanting, Yuan Liang, Wei Qian, Alvinn, Pei Pei, Siah and Ye Wei Jie. Haha, with the additional Yong Shan when he came around 11. He was sick, down with a fever. Haha. Drank like abit of the Martell VSOP, and also Remy Martin's Champagne VSOP. The Remy tasted like Whisky instead of Cognac or Champagne. Anyways, slept over he place with Yanting. COMA AGAIN Some pictures of the BBQ's on Pei Pei's BLOG! Sunday Woke up, TRUELY, at around 8. God... Really coma. Left siah's place around 8. Went to Plaza for dinner, haha. Sent Yanting back home, and now I'm updating my blog. Haha. Well it was a really fast weekend, mostly wasted on sleeping. Looking at time, it has really passed fast. We talked about the old West Spring, haha, how stupid we were. Old Memories. I miss a lot of things. School tml, really tired of it. Anyway my English oral is this Thursday, got to practice my speaking already. I'm tired... Going to sleep! iXac Blogmaster

Finally an update

2008-08-14T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! Haha, I’m back on the blogging stage, although I’m having my O levels in around 2 months plus, I still found the time to update my soon to be dead blog.

Well, tons of things have happened since I last posted. Things are finally started to get smoother than usual, my studies are doing really good, to my personal accounts. I’ve been studying at home, and really looking forward to getting my distinctions. Although most of the people in my class think that I can’t make it, I rather like to think that I’ve done my part in preparing for my O levels, and I’m just focusing on my weaker and dreaded subject, math.

Life’s been great, finding time to do most of my things, not much rush for anything, feeling really good. Friends all around me, old and new. But sometimes I do miss the good old days where I can go crazy. Although much joy and laughter I have in my life right now, I still can see that more good events are headed my way, and this is just a harbinger of the other great things I’m going to do.

Shooting? Well, taken a long holiday from shooting now. Although I fucked up my Nationals this year and still have not improved on my skills, I really think that I’m going to continue after my Os, continue shooting. I wish all the current members good luck, and may you train hard and continue where we seniors have left off. Personally, I feel that the shooting club has forsaken me, SHHHH.

Love? Well it’s all around me. Haha, almost 9 months, and I’m thrilled. Details are just between me and her. HAHA

Well, although this might be a short post, I’m going to sign off here, as it is extremely late already, and I’ve still got school tomorrow. I wish y’all good luck in whatever you guys are doing, and make me proud of you.

Much loves, iXac Blogmaster.

- Sometime I just want to know what I’m doing all these for.

thinking alot.

2008-06-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

well, it's 2.25am, and the usual time for me to update this blog. I've been thinking so much, and realized that I've slackened in everything I do, shooting, studies, friends, girlfriend. I just don't know what to do, for the first time, I feel, empty. That there's this hole so deep that everything hits the bottom of it, and I can't reach it, my dreams. I want to be the best in everything I do, yes, even in my studies. I want to be the best in shooting, maybe that time has come and gone. I want to be the best boyfriend, but things don't always turn out what they used to be. I feel, hollow. Been playing Call of Duty to vent my anger, and to kill my time. I wished sometimes time would be slower. I miss the glory days. Now, I feel as if I'm the shit hole. jackass, jerk, cunt, whatever. Given a choice, I'll rewind, all the way back to sec 1. Enjoy my days. Continue to be great. I aspire to be the world's greatest, greatest person, person of the century. Dreams. aspirations, hope. It seems that I see so many young faces, so happy, so clean, so untouched. I feel so happy when I'm around with them, it makes me feel, younger. Haha, guess I'm getting older each day. Dedicating this post to my grandfather, his last words to me were (as I can remember), strive to be the best, the greatest. And I still feel the burden of being the oldest in the family. I worry for my cousin, he's strayed far from the right path, I believe it's like my doing. My fault. If you see this little brother, I love you, we all have, and will continue to. Well, it's been a long time since I've posted a emo post, the last time was, a long time ago. iXac here, signing off. Loves. iXac - Billy Bombers, and Subway. I miss those days. Dunhill frost, LOL.

Updates

2008-06-08T17:11:00.000+08:00

Thought of updating before going for my clan's BBQ. Well, this few days were VERY VERY EXTREMELY BORING, I'm bored out of my skull. Call of Duty, Cycling, and over and over again. BORED! Crazy mummy, Cheryl, always disturb me, hurt my hueelings. And I still don't know what to get for Joey's Birthday, maybe her HP charger, xp. LOL. Tml's training and work at mum's place, my real mum. LOL, got 2 moms and one is younger than me by 3 years....LOL.. As Carene said at her blog, weirdo. Haha. Leaving for The HighGate at Toh Tuck Road for the BBQ, any of you guys looking for me, dial 81746123. Going for supper and cycling tonight, maybe to town? Haha.

This Panda is so CUTE! But the way he chews the bamboo reminds me of Cheryl, ARGH Xp

iXac - LOVE, THE USED!

2008-06-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

:B here! bf's blog is semi-dead, ): readers tag more? tyvm. byebye! ( iXac is asleep! )

Didn't go to school...AGAIN

2008-05-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

As the above just said, I've missed school again, anyway it was just day 2 of the camp that I DON'T WANT TO GO. Simply because is a waste of my time, I rather spend time on my coursework, which I DID. Woke up at 4PM, and missed my training in school, I feel so bad about it. My wife is back from HomeTeam, and I was not there to pick her up, haha, my wife as in my gun. My precious wife. Haha. Had dinner on the go, the Taiwan snacks thing, was okay. Went to West Spring at 9, because Wei Jie was fetching her after that stupid camp. Haha. After that went to Pending LRT station to slack, and onward to my house to burn a cd for Wei Jie. Walked them to Petir LRT, and went home. Form teacher called my mum, and asked why I didn't go to school. I think mum said I was sick. Then teacher say that I always sick, then like kao bei my mother, I K her ar. Haha fcuking cunt. Almost completed my coursework already, at the ending of my Development stage, so I'm more relaxed. Haha. I heard from my sis that someone committed suicide because of this year's coursework, I think I WAS on the verge on it a month ago. Now, I'm relived that it's done, and FRIGGIN OVER. But my O levels are not, I feel like not stressed at all, I think that time is coming soon. So I'm relaxing now, preparing. O levels to me is like, all easy but Math. My friends that took O Levels, all were, 'Aiya, EASY la.'. Of course most of them went on to do their own things lor. I lost of my friends when they went to Poly or JC, feel like school was the main connection between most of my friends. Cherish them. I'm going to take my shower, since my mom is complaining that I smell, and the stench of my odour is enough to kill a elephant. The only thing that could kill a elephant is these 2 guns. The Barrett M82-Firing the 50 BMG, on the left of the below picture And the Israel Weapon Industries Desert Eagle -Firing the .50 Action Express the one on the left of the below picture iXac - It's not the gun but the shooter. But most of the time, the guy which has the larger guns, usually wins the war. Haha. You know what can these 2 guns do to a man's head? haha.

Updates! Updates! 2

2008-05-13T01:26:00.001+08:00

Haha, just got back from slacking and running around with baby, Wei Jie, Yong MEI!, Joanna, and You Zhen. And I was behaving very GAYly, haha. Wei Jie met us later, I think he's got some personal problems to deal with, haha, STRESS ar? haha. My damm cold is not getting better, I just ate 2 Panadol tablets, atleast can make me go to sleep. I don't think I'll be going to the Super Teens Day 2 already, I feel like shit. BUT, I will be going for training tomorrow, and I pray that teachers don't see me. XP. Baby's not going to school also, I think she's in the moodswing mood again, always biting people, haha. Ting Yew's Birthday is COMING? Why should I get for you bro? haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, in advance, in case I forget. Haha. 580 ar! Still think what air pistol I'm going to buy after I'm officially not a member of the West Spring Shooting club, and damm, I feel so lost without them! So, I got 2 choices for Air Pistols, they are all around the same price range of each other. Below are my favourites, I really don't know what to choose.

Steyr Sportwaffen LP10

What I'm using now
Great trigger, fully adjustable.
No recoil, for most parts
very Stable
Expensive

Morini Competition 162 EI

Direct competition to the LP10
The best trigger in the world, electronic.
Difficult to maintain, very little people use it and know how to repair it.
lack of Absorber
No vent ports, compared to LP10

Pardini Arms K2S Air

Upcoming air pistol
lack of Absorber
Little people use it, or not at all
Cheapest
I know little of this gun.

Well, this is it, haha, i'm tired and want to rest, and I took 30mins for this post, haha. Don't know why. Loves and byes, sweat dreams my friends, see you down range. iXac - damm it, I feel like I need to do something about my studies, NOW.

Updates! Updates!

2008-05-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

Well, I didn't go to school, I was like an inch before stepping on to the bus, and I just felt so tired, and went home. I got an SERIOUS cold, and I don't know why. It's like the stuff is like leaking from my nose, my apologies for those having your dinner later. Haha. No lesson today, so, who cares... I AM going to school tomorrow, I got training, see whether can skip the Super Teens workshop a little early, it ENDs at 9PM la....yes in the night. WTF? I'm glad my previous post has enlightened many of you, haha, serious, I think I can be a writer...MAYBE. Haha Most of you guys should have noticed that I've added Ads to my blog. Well, I have to earn money right? Haha, and you guys can help me, if I do this and got money, I treat you drinks la. haha I'm going out for dinner. Maybe continue this post later. Haha. MAYBE also. iXac - Some people should know when to piss me off. FUCK it.

Tribute, to my shooters

2008-05-10T19:09:00.005+08:00

Just got back from shooting at the 7th NJc Invitational Shoot, haha, Pistol team got gold, and I got individual second. My fellow juniors were not as lucky, and that's the reason I'm doing this post, as a tribute to these unsung heroes, that gave everything that had, and ended up with nothing. I salute you. Details on the results will be posted on the shooting blog, by captain, soon. Air Rifle team, I understand that you guys are trying your best, and you've just hit a little bump on the road, don't ever give up, and I'll always be by your side whenever and wherever you need me. I admire your fighting spirit and courage to do something impossible, winning after less than a year of competition experience. For people which tried their best, Joey and many others, the road is not ending, but the starting of a new experience, I'll wait till that day when the Nationals are dominated by West Spring Shooters, both Rifle and in Pistol, in both B and C Divisions. Remember, what experience you gain from losing, is as valuable as winning a gold medal. I love all of you guys, and we're one big family, we win medals together, and share our experience with others. I'll be looking forward to the next training, where I can see everyone present. See you in the range, kudos, you all did a good job, whether you got medals or not. Love and hugs for those who cried, Joey, Cheryl, Teena, Hannah, this is not the end. Prove it to me. iXac - Shooting flows through my arteries and veins, and even in my capillaries. =)

Common Test friggin over

2008-05-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

Well, the common test is finally over, and I'm kinda in a bad mood for my results, didn't actually study for this common test, I wouldn't expect much from this time round. Haha. I'm aiming for the actual O levels. Had my first training, 2 days before the competition, did quite well, ave of 9.4, so actually I'm doing well, hopefully good for the NJC competition too. I love my wife! LP10 735103!!!! HAha Xp Well, tml's school, i'm not sure whether i'll be going to school or not, i thought like pon school and go in the afternoon, after school for training. Haha. But theres nothing much to do at home. So bored... Baby told me that her teacher told her to redo the class tee shirt, if it were me I already pissed the teacher off already. Haha. Currently the teacher I hate the most of is Mr fucksini, haha, guess who is he.. Haha. Sister is outside using my spray paint for somebody's present, haha, making my nose sneeze. Stupid girl, spray so close to the house, RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR!!!. Arggr. Well, I haven't played COD or BF for sometime already, so I'll go and play them right after I MSNED baby. Haha, I think she'll go mad, she's kinda in a moodswing mode these few days, I think it's like everyday la, haha. Sort sort one. haha.

Updates, actually, I just have nothing better to do.

2008-05-03T07:28:00.000+08:00

Haha, didn't sleep again. Was worried that if I sleep, I'll miss meeting friends for something in during the noon time. Haha I got Call of Duty 4 already, and it is awesome to play, the most realistic game I've ever come across, haha, if your computer can play it, buy this game. Haha Actually was supposed to go for a movie last night, but daddy said he was tired and had work to do. Guess thats the price that fathers pay to have such a $$ minded son (me). So I just got a glimpse of Iron Man on the web, cool, rated it 9.4/10. 0.4 for the poor quality of the video stream, going to catch it with daddy soon, I hope. I miss shooting, I think they'll be starting the everyday training program soon. I feel like I've lost something when I go to the range, it might seem funny, but it seemed that I crave for leadership positions. It's a good and bad thing. But I know that it's time for others to take my place, and see whether they can do a better job. I'm proud that I've served the shooting club with everything I had, and I hope it'll flourish even better, in the near future. School? Well, I've been missing classes, lessons. The problem is I get tired so easily, I just feel like stopping time during class and sleep for another 12 hours. I think my human clock is haywired, thats why i'm still awake at this hour, where people should be just getting up. I'll think of a way out I guess. I've found out that there are actually quite a number of viewers for my blog, haha, maybe because it's so easy to find. Type iXac on Yahoo, and there you go. Haha. I miss the good-old days, where everything was so simple, school, home, sleep. Simple. It's the simplest things in life that take your breath away. Well, I think I'm going to get some shut eye before I doze off on the bus, haha. Take care people, great misses. iXac - Sometimes I wish I just could make things right.

Updates

2008-04-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

Well, just finshed a round of BF2142, haha, lost... I'M UPDATING BECAUSE OF YOU!!! In truth i really don't have anything to update. Today was the most, painful day of my life, I didn't go to recess(both of them), I only had a sip of water before going to the range, and I've got nothing to do in the range but to set up the home training thing. Life is really a bore. Well, looking on the brighter side of things, I've decided to send in a application for a BF2142 clan called -sgAF- , they look organised, and hope it wouldn't be those like shit clans. And also, they are into COD4, which I would be getting in around 2 weeks time. School work is okay, not too much, but the hours are just killing me, i don't have time for anything, so packed, and my whole body is still aching. Baby baby baby, now blog about you okay? Last Friday was our 5th month right!!!, haha. Sorry I didn't actually find the time to celebrate it with you. I'll try to find time for both of us. iXac - Sometimes I just want to have a gazillion dollars....haha

Finally, I can update this blog with peace

2008-04-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

Well, most of you guys know that I've gotten a new computer. Quad core, running at2.4, haha. And It's rocking. Well, much to do, finishing up on my coursework soon. Haha Now just adding the few little programs for me to use on the computer. I need to make somethings right, with the computer, I CAN!!! Going to sleep soon, take care, updates are coming real soon. iXac

Updates. From School.

2008-03-17T11:43:00.002+08:00

Well, I could update my blog as my computer at home is having a bad moodswing, everytime I press certain letters on the keyboard, it pops out like outlook express, windows search engine, and the really messed up right-click. Well, I'll stand a better chance of completing this entry if I did it in school. well, the holidays has just passes, and I still have alot of shits to deal with. Money, F&N Coursework, Shooting. Well, Update this later. Got shooting later this afternoon, then going to causeway to get the present =P. Take care people, loves.

2008-02-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

Baby, no fuck no fuck. no vulgarities for you! btw, im :B cow, i like 881. JI LANG JI BUAAAAAH~ you then step cute!

fuck you, fuck all of yous.

2008-02-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

Well, another day, life has it's up's and downs, and I'm like sky diving straight to hell. Anyways, I had very sweet, and also, very bitter moments. Things are not turning out well for me inthe troupe, I feel like I'm wasting my time on it. Still, I can't bear to leave my friends, my bros. Sometimes, they are just asses. XP. Well, I guess I'll still have some time in during the weekends for lion dance. SHOOTING, haha, got back on the right track, got first for the first MS of the year for me!!!. Haha, won by 1 point, against peng hui, from RJC, now also NYT. Haha. Cool cool, guess I was lucky. School, BLOWS. I LOV-ed going to school in the past. NOW? Sucked sucked sucked. What to do? LOVE? Lots of it, private and confidential. Well, details? Maybe later. Laters. iXac iXac - Baby, SPEAK MORE ENGLISH, not half half ar. you think like the 881 song ar. Stack cute. XP

2008-02-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

HELLO HELLO! I AM :B! idk why iXac nvr blog. only thing is, i know his computer is okay alr. mr computer still loves him like it always do, it had stopped bullying my bf. :D ( bf, 1 more hour! 1 more hour! :B )

2008-01-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

:B is here again! ( iXac's computer is bullying him, so i dont think he'll blog. Unless his computer is kind enough. )

2008-01-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

:B here. i love cow :D ( baby, time for you to blog some pictures. hen lifeless like this. and! ni dong bu dong! ni hen xiang zhu! mei ci dou zai shui jiao! wrah! )

Everything blows

2008-01-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm here in the school's library, and everything for me seems that it's not working out, for heaven's sake, give me a break. It all started with me, I just couldn't take in anything, I was pissed, way pissed. I gave that f'ked off look everywhere I went, and the only words which came to mind was, f'k, shit, hungry, pissed, horny and stress. I think I was saved by the :B. Haha, she was encouraging me all the way, when if she were another girl would just walk away. I really found someone which understands me, even by my body language, knows when I what to eat, shit or sleep. haha. I'm really grateful to have her by my side. Even with all these busy schedule, she finds the time to be with me, doing my homework for me, haha, which sooner or later I'll have to learn. Time seems to stop when I'm with her, but in fact, it is hasten by 2 times, if you know what hasten means. Well, going to Bangkit later to see whether my cheque is in, haha, then see whether the tuition is opened up already. Then is homework time, and psp!. haha. THE FUCKING LIBRARIAN IS FUCKING ANNOYING. iXac - If I could then I, shrink the world tonight. So that I would find, only you and me inside. Loves, nyt.

2008-01-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

here to update for this lazy cowwwww. :D hello, byebye! guess who i am (: says : cow, time to update! dui bu qi ni de readers leh! :B

HOT off the keyboard.

2007-12-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

Here's an update, silly baby ask me update haha. well, It's been too long, and this blog is dying. I've even taken in thought of deleting this damm blog. I just do not have the time to update all the time, haha. And Thus, this MAY be my last post or until christmas. Haha. The past few weeks, I've done, TONS of things, going here and there, many changes to my life. Haha. And of a person which has SAVED me from myself. Haha. Okay, this would be easier if I sectioned this post. Haha HONG KONG TRIP - Yes, I went to HK. Bought alot of things, sadly most of your guys didn't know that I was away, because I hardly talk to many of my friends nowadays, which is sad. But what to do, life works like this. Some bits you keep, some bits you lose. Haha. Want to know more about the HK trip, well, it's nothing, only the food and sights were great. Shopping was a like buying a bomb. I loved the food, just loved it. Haha Shooting - Well, most of my school teammates, have been asking me why am I not showing up in school for training. Well, most of my time, I spent on SAFRA, the NYT, all that kinds of things. Which in turn, took up AlOT of my time. Plus my gun ain't in school, and thus, practicing in school would be NOT possible for me. Although, for a number of times I just changed the grip on any pistol, so I can shoot. Haha, ALOT of comas. bleah. I'm so worried for the team, I wonder how's training like already. Personal Stuffs - Well, you've heard things about me then SHHH!!. Haha, it's been long since I've got a girlfriend, now I have one. She's sweet, smart, cute. Haha. She really saved me from all that waiting. 2 more days, and a month, that WAY too fast. Haha. Not much upadates for now. Thats just the major parts to the missing few post from my blog. Haha, THERE ARE PLENTY MORE. Haha Ask me. haha Tml I'll be on a computer repair day, thus, I'll guess I'll be packed till the late afternoon, haha. I'm still worried about the trainings in school, I guess my team for next year is done for. Even haaziq gave up on air pistols. I really don't know why. Well, Thats about it for this post. End it with some pictures from HK. - Sis, mummy, and me..haha - On some island, which sells seafood, and I'm on the TOP. Haha - Blast from the Past, me and the Beatles. - God, long times. Cousins.- Mike and his girlfriend, god, I wished I had my own moving castle. Haha iXac - Leave your burden, run towards the better. Baby, I BLOG already ar. Later then add more pictures. I'll always be there for you, I promised forever and ever....

I miss that crazie.

2007-10-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

Gawd. Had been too long since I've posted something on this freaking blog. Well, lots of things I want to update on. Haha, some are kinda hostile to people, but this IS my blog, so don't like it, click here http://www.yahoo.com. Well, I've found a job, and the pay blows, but what to do about it? =(. And the worst part is that I work from 11pm to 7am, and paying me normal rates. SUCKS. I want my bike, god, and I still got a very expensive birthday pressie to give, xp. Haha. Well, it's only till like the 16th, but I still not sure I continuing. it's complicated. Most of you guys know I joined a lion dance troupe a few month's back, and seriously, I'm thinking of quiting, it's not because of the timing of the trainings, or the time that I'm spending on the troupe, it's the people. I had just about enough being pushed and being shoved around, like some kind of fucking animal. Brothers? Some of these people are just do not deserve to be called my brothers. I'm all in for myself. I'm still worried that dad forgotten what he told me, sponsoring me my bike once I earned 1.5k. Dad, the bike cost 3k, it means you'll have to sponsor 1.5k. Please don't forget!!!!!. I'm going to HK!. Haha. Enough said!, so far =P And she's going to Shanghai =(. Haha, take care, eat more!!!!. Well, Going to make something to eat, then sleep, then see whether I want to go to work tonight for overtime. Haha. Take care people. iXac - I miss going to town, I miss Subway, I miss going out with you, I miss you.

signs of withdrawal

2007-10-16T03:06:00.000+08:00

I miss you. I just want to be close to you. I want you to love me, to be happy. Would you love me? It's been too long. iXac

update

2007-09-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

wow, it's been freaking long since I've got time to update this blog. Haha. Well, things has been alright, just that school has been kinda boring for me, it's like physics for the whole day, or math, with some periods which are freeeee!!!. And guess what, more than half of my class is not coming for school till the start of the exams, freakos. Haha, tml going to SAFRA in the morning, I MISS my gun!. Haha, Mr Tanaball's going to be angry if he finds out that I'm going for training instead of going to school, XP. Haha, Wonder what time I'll be ending my training, haven't seen the freaks at NYT for kinda long time, miss them. Haha, plus I missed the monthly shoot for this month already la!!, I thought it was like this coming sat. haha. Just got back from slacking with Wei Jie, Mervin and Yong Shang (hope this is the correct spelling XP). And plus got a live preview of tongue piercing, haha, Wei Jie helped Yong Shang to 'poke' a hole through his taste buds, XP, chim ar. Haha. then went to ys's place, actually out side his place at the corridor, helped him install BF2 on his lappy (not working), and shared some movies. JACKASS 2 Rawks, I love that rocket part. Sometimes I think I'm suppose to be stressed, and I'm NOT, I'm just not. Things are going according to plan, except for the earning money part, starting work AFTER the exams, guess that'll ease some stress on mum and dad, making sure that I pass this freaking exam. Personally, I find that N levels are really nothing to stress about, I'm also really worried that I might be over-confident, like the last time, and thus pulling my white ass straight to hell again. Haha, NO WAY, hell has to wait. But still, I'm praying hard, haha, good grades are what I want. Plus a target amount of 4K, at the end of the year. WORK, chiong like fuck. Haha. I found out that it's almost like a year without a girlfriend, and it's kinda like both loneliness and freedom, sometimes I enjoy the freedom of not having a girlfriend, then sometimes I feel I want somebody to talk to, someone to love. I missed the feeling of a relationship, that real connection. Sometimes, I just think I'm waiting on something which is not going to happen. For now, my exams are the first priority, then see whether things would happen for me. Haha, silly. Anyways, it's almost 2am here, haha, although, I'm going for training at around 10, I still have to sleep. I'll see whether I'll have the time to update again. Most likely before or after the exams, which are around the start of October. Haha iXac - baby I miss you so much, I wish time with you lasted twice it should be, when it'll be a us.

I can say I tried.

2007-08-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

well, just got back from dinner at granny's, bought to her house to eat. Haha, bought her favourite ROjak haha. Tml going to safra fro training, and also check my details for the Singapore Open, so far, I think that my detail is on Monday, haha. I think Ting Yew Should be joining, OMG, more competition. Haha, went to lot 1 for Pizza Hut, waste time and money right??? haha. Nothing much to post about, haha. So thats it for today. Laters people. Some pictures from teacher's day and the KL trip. iXac - Baby you're so beautiful.

BUSTED.

2007-08-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

Damm, just got back from KL for the SEASA shootiing championships, did not so good, got 10th place, with a score of 531, damm, was so nervous. Well, when I got back, things got even worst, hell I tell ya. Well, I got to move on, so MOVING on la. Haha, Singapore Open is this coming week, GOD!!!....I hope my detail does not clash with my N levels in school, haha, I even forgotten my timing for the exams, NOOO!O!O!O!O!. Well, It's like 2 already here, and tml's Be Yourself Day cum Teachers Day in school, still wondering what to wear to school tml, bought chocs for teachers, maybe sharing some chocs with friends la, haha. Haha, see so wants to follow me to Lot 1 to watch Rush Hour 3, haven't watched it YET!!! NOOO!!..... haha. (Another N000000). Well, things have been bad for me these kinda days, guess I'll have to pick off where I left, haha, 570 by the end of this year, HIGHLY impossible, but 560, possible. I heard Ting Yew already reached 560? haha, thats REALLY fast, join the National Team already la, xP. Haha. I wonder how's training in school, really worried about the results of the rifles, and the B girls pistol, for next year, since Abigail got transfered to the Sports School, Hwee Khim is already graduating with Pei Pei, I wonder how is the school going to hold up. Well, for me, I still have Hazziq, and MAYBE jun Chin, just maybe.... Haha Aight going to sleep already, before I sleep during the performance tml, haha, kena teacher, LOL. Take care peeps, tag aights!. iXac - God, I fall for cute girls.

WOOOT

2007-08-18T04:54:00.000+08:00

Haha, leaving for KL on the 24th, haha, taking a coach there, GAWD, LONG. Going to KL for the SEASA Shooting Championships, so excited!!!!, whoo!- The new jacket. Well, nothing much, prelims just finished, so kinda slacked, going to bring some books to KL to study with. Haha, it's almost 5 AM, and I'm NOT sleeping. LOL, still have training later at 9.30. Ok, catching some zzz, before I doze off during training. haha, morning people. haha. iXac - dumb shits.

Woot Woot, Start your engines.....

2007-08-12T06:31:00.000+08:00

Haha, just got back from riding to town. TONS of stories, including finding a spare wheel-set to replace my punctured tire. Started off with cycling to opposite beauty world, haha, had supper there, making fun of people, undertaker lookalike... haha. Smooth ride all the way to town, rode past the taka's 7-11, looking for the all famous zipper man, the man which forgets to zip up his pants, might be 7-11 new idea to attract customers, xP. Went to find Wei Chao at the pub, slacked there for a while, before riding back to taka's area, was sitting near the 7-11 when some 'bengs' went to stare at us, one of them was already walking towards us, until their 'head' called him back. Haha, then we had this idea of disturbing them, we rode at speed towards them, passed them then SCREAMED &^$(&*&(*#&%$#&*$(&#(*&#*($#^##@*&, and then again ^T$*#^$#*(&$(#&(*$&#)(*&$(#*&$(*#&$*(#&(*#*)#*$)(#*$)!!!!!!. The whole group almost 20 ran towards us, by then we were about 100 meters away already, haha, this dumb Malay sitting on the sidelines, screamed at us, I screamed back, fuck you!. Rode all the way up Nassim road, talking about what happened if they really took a cab to come find us, so lame. On the way out to Bukit Timah road, my front tire suddenly out of the blue just blew out, WTF, pushed all the way about 1 KM, found a tired which can be used, a some sort road bike tire, haha. Rode back to esso at plaza, slacked, then mervin took the brakes off the bike I was riding, then went to Wei Jie's place, threw the bike into the park's lake, WHOOOSH, haha, was so happy, went back home. Haha, was a fun night la. LOL. Going to take a good and long shower, before waking up at around 2 in the afternoon to go to SAFRA for training, got TO TRAIN!!!!. Damm, missed the Monthly Shoot yesterday... iXac - I thought about you when I rode pass Orchard Road.

gawd....AGAIN!

2007-08-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Haha, just got back from town, watch Secret, the new Jay Chou movie, was GREAT, kinda complicated at some point of the film, but overall it was great. Rate it 12/10 haha, XP, since when I started rating movies? Had Subway for dinner, was nice, roast beef, honey mustard, wow. Don't know who kept blowing the crumbs from the bread, XP. Tml most likely going to SAFRA in the morning, then jamming in the afternoon, haha, cycling after that in the evening, NAH, my MT prelims are on Monday, so fast la, English on Tuesday, and after that NO school, skipping school for the rest of this coming week, going to SAFRA, most likely. Why no school?, well the following week, the whole week is prelims, so I will be going home right after the exams, then study or go to SAFRA. Then after that is my SEASA at KL for 10 days, after I come back, it's the N levels already, with English and Social Studies on the month of September. So FAST..... GAWD. So, sleeping soon, long day tml, with training in the morning. XP. haha nights people, god bless. iXac - The end of the SKL misery......

WHOA

2007-08-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

Just came back from cycling to woodlands road. Before that, went to slack for awhile, SKL...LOL...bitter bitter. so bored..... Going to do something, maybe watch some movies. Maybe going out cycling again later. Take Cares people, ciao. iXac - life is not always interesting ;)

He won't find out!!!!! SHhHHH

2007-08-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

Haha, just got back from cycling again, school was boring... Mandai trail, came back home muddy, and stinking like mud all over, XP. Mum nagged nagged nagged.... Washed the bike, oiled and greased it. Damm, it looks like new. School, boring, couldn't say anything more. Going to training in the morning tml, skipping school for training, wow.... The things I would do for training.... haha. Coach Gai, increased my gun's velocity, increased recoil, don't know what it'll do to my scores. Aight, going to sleep soon already, bloody tired, good bye! iXac - I miss you, I miss that smile.

mixed feelings.

2007-08-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm really sick, got a fever last night, and I didn't go to school today, I even was suppose to go to the ploy clinic for a check up, and I still missed it, dang. well, leaving for SAFRA at around 2.30, training till night today, I missed alot of trainings already, I wouldn't want to waste any more time. Starting work around September, saving up for the bike, I'm more worried that mum and dad wouldn't chip in for the bike, that means I'll have to work till around end of the year to get it. Saving up for something special too. Aight, almost 2 already, I'm going to get ready for SAFRA. Some pictures for ya guys to look at. iXac - stay happy.

how do I make you love me.

2007-07-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

Damn, shit's all fucked up la, i really regretted it, just initials, almost made me over react. The past taught me not to, 2 years of it. I'm still so far away, and stuck at I have no feelings for you, all I can do is understand more, and be more patient. I just want you, simple. So, you want me to be more, mushy, serious, understanding, or just anything. If a guy cannot love, give him something else to do, after that, he'll love you still. Well, going to SAFRA after school tml, need to start training for the SEASA from 21st to 30th AUG, so excited already, partially needing some support. well, I want to watch my movies already, not going to sleep tonight, I cannot sleep, thinking so much. iXac - I'll be always there, I've always been. I want you to be there too, I always have.

Making money 101

2007-07-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

Haha, finally, I MAY have my first job at Cineleisure's Rocky Master's place, you know that cafe outside of cineleisure? YAR that one. Just got back from slacking with Wei Jie, his damm fucking chain came out again, and say got a clip to join the chain, I tired for like 10mins, fixed the chain already. Atleast got a free drink to compensate for the black filthy hands I got, Xp. Going to school tml!!!, since I didn't got to school today, got to make up tml, no choice, before mum comes at me with a chopper, and chops me up into pieces, and COOK in CURRY!.....making me hungry. This weekend going to town to buy clothing?, maybe ask Wei Jie to bring *beep* along too. xP Haha, so many people coming to me, asking me to make Minus Ones for their performance at West Spring Superstar, Bleak.... aight, I need to do so many things, homework (YES, homework), iron my clothing, and hide my *beep*. Haha, take care people, thanks for reading, and tag!!!!. anon is so annoying.... iXac - lala......BOOO!!!

boOOOOO!!!!

2007-07-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

god, didn't go to school today, overslept......freaking forgotten to set the alarm that night. DAMM Haha, yesterday was the oral, I was nervious la, but overall i made both the teachers laugh la. Just came back from slacking with wei jie, and I left my phone at the shelter where we were slacking la, for a whole 10MINS!!!!, and it rang, no one took it.......damm fuckgly lucky... haha, ok, nothing to post about already, better go iron my clothing. take cares people. iXac - my god, I'm stuck between A and B......

Boo. haha

2007-07-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

Just got back from cycling and slacking, ask so many people to come out and slack with us, none came. Haiz.. Tml maybe going to SAFRA with Wei Jie, let him try out on pistol, haha, see whether he's shooting talented. Haha, starting on training for SEASEA and the Singapore Open, plus the local NYT MS, so many important, better polish my technique and my glasses!!!. haha Well, N levels are also so close, less than 10 more weeks to go, haha, still slacking so much, Got to brush up on my math and physics, plus remember topics on BIO, GEO, SS, and F&N. Still mum has been introducing tuition to my life, which I HATE to go xP. It'll just result in me not going, or just going once a month, X). I think my ear holes are closing.....OMG. Ok, it's 3am already, and I don't feel like sleeping!!!!..... gawd. Take care peeps, shooting well. iXac - would you love me?