Dreams.............

Just woke up. Don't know why couldn't sleep very well, the fan just keeps on blowing at me, and I feel like I woke up in genting. Dreams. Finally. I just had my first dream, in,I don't know how long. It was that very special day, the day I won the shooting champs. What a wondrous day. I woke up smiling. THEN IT HIT ME It was almost 3 years ago, that it happened, and everything seemed to fall apart. Really, there are no words to explain. " Have my dream, become a dream again?" It breaks my heart. It came to mind that, during teacher's day, about 2 days ago, I went back to school for the celebration, and went to the range for a couple of rounds. .....I lost the touch, I just lost it, I don't know why, but it's as if I've never shot my beloved pistol before. All the hours seeking for perfection, all the effort to perfect my technique.

Vanished.

I want that feeling of being a champion again, and I know no matter how much amount of money will NEVER buy that back. I WILL have my return.